Know that I have been Faced by(front faced or fronted or faced outwards as __________to the world in black knight methods by : misguided _________, uninvestigated ___________, avenger or revenge _________ [not mine], Uncontracted [ have never seen a contract for a job or employment or anything], uncontacted, miscommunicated, misinterpreted, never consulted, never employed by ____________, never offered ____________, not represented by anybody, anywhere, unsigned, unsold materials, writing, body, voice, songs, everything, not a C.I. ever, not a knark or a rat or a snitch(the following are mostly responsible for where my existence is at 3+ years fighting for the right to exist): Dishonorable, Cowardly, Imposters, Thieves, Plagiarists, Criminals(uncaught or caught), Traffickers, Trafficked, Debtors, Oath breakers, Liars, Megalomaniacs, Magnanimous, Pontificaters, False ___________, Profiteers, Suffragettes, Manipulators, Fakers, Sellers, Slave Owners(not kinky), Predators, Politicals or their "people" (globally), Law Enforcements, Military, Governments, locations, companies and more.

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     Here's something I wrote last week that will hopefully encourage anybody to be their own Voice of Choice, to voice their creativity, inspiration, views, opinions, ideals, ideas, concepts, dreams, visions, experiences, knowledge, wisdom, learning, growth, changes, hopes, wishes, care, litanies, blue prints, plans, legacies, strength, courage, bravery, recovery, adventures, journeys, exploration, excavation, authenticity, uniqueness, similarities, polarities*, boundaries, resiliency, assets, detractors*, training, education, losses, gains, grief, joy, pain, strife or strifes of life (mine December 2020-Jan 2021 driving through Utah in my green and tan station wagon Subaru legacy ELK 412 MN plates), coming out the other side of __________, laughter, levity, virtues, tenets, principals, laws, food groups, health journey, quests, progress, setbacks, accountability, consequences, unaccountability, lawlessness, struggles, perseverance, lists, daily grind, beefs, roots, tree(s), reformation, transformation, redemption, forgiveness, realization, communication, translation, metaphors, similes, theories, hypotheses, cathartic ___________, imagination, versions of self, the world, or others, echoes, daydreams, nightmares, future __________, goals, ponders, wanders, meanders*, bugouts, stalkings, walks, observational intelligence*, walk about(s), observations, body communication and translation of self and potential of possibly others even animalia kindoms, possibilities, potential, outcomes, efforts, tries, failures, challenges, problems, approaches, encounters, interactions, views of self and others (healthy, benign and malignant), photos, voice records, musings, rants, poetry, spoken word, songs, what moves you, feelings, activities, conjurings*, speeches, quotes, life changing _________ (events, happenings, words, classes, activities, school, groups, experiences etcetera), life altering ________, self discovery, truth, lies we were told and or believed or came to believe, propaganda, what's me and what's not, pros and cons, books we read, books we want to read, Faith, lack of faith in self, the world or others, loss of __________(friends, family, safety, security, home, faith, hope, identity, job, rightness*, etcetera), rejuvenated ___________, found or new found or discovered or made ___________, new things I tried whether a craft or food or exercise or author or habit or going someplace or _____________....

     A blog can help tell: the world, or nobody, or record, or have records of, anybody can see or read or __________ what you put out there for others to look at, to learn from , to survive and or exist, to be safer, to get curious, to learn or educate yourself and or others about things that could be , are, or have been dangerous, to save people even from themselves, to save yourself or some you knew at a younger age, or ______________. It's about your life, your experiences, your views, your struggles, your challenges, what you know personally or have read or researched and you say that (preface I studied, have a degree in , researched, observed I don't have personal knowledge, experiences or __________ in this so people know where you are coming from and how you may have arrived at ___________ and to possibly seek out those with life experiences in, like a scientist who has a degree but has not done experiments first hand outside of class*, a resident in a hospital who is learning not a doctor yet, these may or may not apply to life experiences, learning, growth, transformation, reformation, changes, recovery etcetera from something like traumatic experiences, addictions, abuse, being stalked for decades, being __________ because you don't usually try to have these experiences and listening, eavesdropping, recording, raping privacy etcetera cannot teach you what someone who has experienced it can. The many, varied, varieties, shades, hues, facets of : obstacles, problems, enemies, allies, resiliency, strife, injustice, injuries, inequality, prejudice, civil rights violations, violence witnessed or done to a person even though innocent, identity theft, fraud and graft, wins, losses, survival, existence, existential conversations with ____________, theological vs mythological because I am a supposed myth.

     Faith is it a: Myth or Fictional or Truth or Created or Adjusted or Warped or Mistranslated or Redacted or Deleted or Additioned* or Mutated or Outdated or Irrelevant (even language can cause relevance to fade) or Worshipping ___________(do we actually know, euphemisms, metaphors, Similes, etcetera) or unrighteous or narrow* or exclusionary* or prejudicial or oarless or careless or mysterious or misunderstood or curated or villanized or sainted or__________ etcetera*

What a blog can do for you is let yourself out into the world in a modified way that can have a sense of some safety. Whether you are fighting for world peace, the environment, your own corner of the world, peace of mind, venting to pop the cork on something, letting the world know about ____________, creating or fostering a legacy, investigating and reporting, investing in your or ___________ Future or potential future(s), healing shared, recovery shared, or _____________, your voice can be heard not just listened to when you put it in writing it's more than just saying the words, words spoken out loud have power, put together spoken and or written words and there's more power. People can read over and over again, if your recorded voice know a written captioned version with your recorded voice might be a good idea as words can sound like other words. I am the phoenyxedtruth, mine first as far as I know 2021, they nyx and nix my truth to create or recreate their own, suffocating me, lying, gossiping, slandering, and more when my spoken, sung, thought, or written words may be their inspiration, it's just that other people say they did this or that. I am the Phoenix rising from the ashes of her past is my line from my poem first and it wasn't a past of prostitution, my birth mother was labeled a prostitute or that was the story given, it was a list poem, an I am: _____________, over and over I am, I am and this is not even close to the first time, decades of my work, my life experiences, my trauma, my learning, my strength , my perseverance, my resiliency, my injuries, my pain, my successes, my courage, my hope, my struggles, my metaphors, my inspiration, my body raped, my fertility stolen, my reputation __________, my scars, my artisan artwork and jewelry, my instructions, my privacy raped/violated/sold/profited off of/ trafficked/whored/prostituted/burglerized/ obsrssioned/stalked/culted/culutured/clubbed/ exposed/plagiarized/recorded/stolen from/______________ etcetera.

My life which I have never really been allowed to have a life, free of others, free of people having to know: where I am, what I am doing, what I am saying or have said, where I went, who talked to, who I am around, what I am eating or drinking, what I am wearing, how I have my hair, if I have jewelry on, what my facial expressions are, where I have been, when I was allowed to rest or sleep, if I created anything in person or online, ________________etcetera. Sharing online has allowed me to document at least a little of who is involved and much more of my life, my strife, ____________(name or governing reined or church or organization or council or etcetera) inducing, causing, inciting, speaking or saying, writing , typing, stealing, echoing, mimicking, gimmicking, slicking, slicing, forging, impostering,__________: ___________ (doubt, judgement, records, abandonments, anger, hate, prejudice, human rights violations, physical violence, threats, warnings, accusations, charges, testimony, speak outs, websites, vigilante actions, mercenary monies, ceremonies against, blocking me from help, tickets, license suspended, sabotage, sabotaged vehicle, sabotaged careers, rape(s), murder, poisonings, venomed, slander, character assassination, identity annihilation, guilt, vengeance upon me, wraith upon me, falsified and falsifying records/violations/verbal abuse/accusations/charges /testimony/ and more....and for what Who am I to all these people that I don't know and who don't know me AT ALL!